So I have tried to write something three times this week, and it all comes out self indulgent garbage.
What I want to do is make an explanation for the long break from updating. But every time I start to tell you I just get carried over board.
Let's just say I'm having a bit of an existential crisis. It might be reaching Three Mile Island status--and if I start telling you why you'll immediately click the back button and continue scrolling through your facebook feed again. So I'll leave all the big picture freaking out at that.
Oh but aside from being on the brink of melt down, my cell phone was lost / stolen, the proflowers I sent for Kai's shower were never delivered, the CSU system thinks I'm not a resident of California, one of my favorite people is leaving Denmark, I keep smearing mascara on my face when put my makeup on, I ran out of conditioner and face wash today, I can't find the plug converter for my camera charger and my Polaroid is out of film, and I don't know how I feel about the most recent Sufjan Stevens album--it hurts my heart and head. On top of that Blogger has decided to change everything and in my weakened emotional state I cannot comprehend such a titanic change in my life (hence the long break from updates).
God is dead. The music is dead. Hell is other people. Why are we here? Why me? Woe is me! Woe I say!
Phew, glad I got that out. All my friends with real problems have disowned me now.
In other news, I got a plane ticket home to California (which, California State University System, I am most definitely still a resident of thank you very much). I'll be flying to LAX on June 25th. I then plan on crawling into a cave made out of my queen sized bed I've missed so, ordering as much Mexican food as I can, and catching up on hulu for a good sold week (with my dog). I'm such a social person.
Tonight, though, I am going to be social and go out for Thirsty Thursday with the girls. We've discovered what we beleive to be a hidden gem of a cocktail bar -- that also serves organic soups (Copenhagen....you really should work on continuity). I cannot remember the name, but will definitely, maybe, if I remember discuss it more late.
On a final note, I have a question. I've been discussing with a few friends the concept of vloging. To me, a blog is just about as narcissistic as you can get... unless you add video, then you might be able to even more aptly express how much more you love yourself. So I'm thinking about doing a little vloging. Maybe some travel vloging? Some Copenhagen vloging? I mean...I only have a few short months left in Denmark, but what the hell. As my friends, are you guys ashamed of me for this idea, or not? I need your affirmation.
Untill next time, xoxoxo
Leanderthal
